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Sunday, July 25, 2004

*ying*

im here to reply your post geokie!
haha...
but aniwae, geline said it all :)
well said angeline koh!
i pat you on the back :P
i have to confess i saw the post long ago
but i din noe how to reply
hee..
i mean
yeah, there is a high prob that things wun turn out the way we want it to be
we've gotta admit we simplified the occupation of a singer to the extreme
but hey, i agree with geline
we've got to try
how'll we noe we cant do it till we realli did it?
i mean, there are always risks in everything we do and so,
we can give up juz becos we're surrounded by uncertainties
yes?
and i'd hate to point this out but we have to face it,
we'll always have conflicts b it we're singers or not!
heh...
things like that happen to every group of friends yesh?
and its stuff like that that helps us learn to grow emotionally and mentally
we've had lots of conflicts since pem had formed
and after each one, we all agree that its a fruitful experience isnt it?
because everytime we learn to comprimise, we strenghten the ties that bind us together
and we close up the gap between us
so lets all encourage each other to go on alrite?
i realli wish to c wat's it like to sing onstage as a singer with you guys
pem'll stay strong no matter wat
even if we're one of the worst groups ever to cut an album
we still have each other yes?
and i noe we'll still b thankful for the experience becos after the fall, we'll b stronger individually and also as a group
i've doubted our friendship and got proven wrong enough times already
haha
and its you all that always remind mi that pem's not juz any other group of friends
we fall together and rise together instead of falling apart
so
dun b afraid of falling
becos we'll b together :)

and geline,
thanx for the encouragement :)
thanx to ting and geok too
thanx to all of you
im fine now
talked to my parents
my dad din even start to shout at me
he's realli nice about it
Thank God
so now im all smiles and working harder than ever!
hope it lasts tho!
keep your encouragements coming!
i'll need them
wahaha...

gotta go to bed now
yawnz
if not i wun b able to get out of bed tml
haha
ciaos!

cute squishie -x

* gEliNe *

Im back again..... 4 the 3rd time!!!!
I noe what u r thinking geok...
Being a singer is really not easy...
The 5 of us have very different thinking...
We look at things at different angles...
This will certainly create conflicts among us...
However... This is the our dream...
We have been fantasizing it 4 years...
Although it will definitely not as perfect as we think, if we give up now, we will surely regret....
I hope pem will not one day come together and say things like, " How I wish we hold on to our dream", "Did we take the wrong step when we were young"....
No matter what... I think compromising and determination will enable us to go far in our lives...
I noe it is very horrifying to imagine the stress, pressure, conflicts that might happen in the future when we become singers...
However, we should not step back just because of this...
We mus at least have the will to stay as five and the confidence in us...
Others will not be able to help us....
To achieve our dream and maintaining our friendship are our responsibilities...
This friendship is ours....
If we were to have conflicts...
it will come anytime..... anywhere....
If we believe in this friendship, even if it is the end of the world, this friendship will stay....
Always...... Always...... Always believe in pem.......
Pem will always be five......
FOREVER and EVER....

Btw... Im aware that ying will not be able to cum out for recordings....
Therefore, I have a suggestion...
The rest can still come out and train our voices...
I hope that we will meet once a week to train the song wu ge ren xing zou
Geok..... can we meet up every sunday and u try ur best to help me.... I hope that i wun sing off-key, flat or sharp again....
This will make our next recording more successful...
Although there is no reply yet...
We mus continue to work hard to achieve our dream....
I hope to do as much recordings as we can b4 ting goes overseas...
The remaining 3 months are important....
Geok... Please reply me asap whether u can cum out every sunday to teach me singing.....

Ying.... it is never too late to study now....
U might wan to consider retaining...
However, i think it is quite pointless retaining cos u orredy lack the drive to study....
I think it is better to use the remaining 3 months to study and try ur very best to do well in the 'A' levels....
I believe u can do it if u put in effort.....
Remember.....
Have confidence in urself....
Keep reminding urself that jus a few more months of hard work will give u a brighter future....
U may think that it is pointless to study as you want to be a singer and this is the only thing u wan...
However.... u mus get at least a degree.... so that u and kunda will b more compatible...... Haha...
Remember....
Whatever ur decision is, Pem will always be behind u...
We will give u all the moral support....
Btw, Im staying back in school everyday for the nite study program...
U can feel free to ask me any maths questions and i will try my very best to help u....
Haha.... Btw.. take carez of ur health....

Sam..... dun u ever dare to ask me go swimming....
Although i have a swimming cert, I still cant swim...
Haha... I think it is best for the 4 of ur to go.....
B ut u can ask me along... i help u to look after ur things beside the pool.... Haha...
There will still b bonding.... Trust me....

K..... That's all folks....
Last but not least.......
I have something to tell all the pemers.......................

" I'LL BE BACK!!!! "

cute squishie -x

Thursday, July 22, 2004

geok

i duno if anyone's going to bother about this.. but i reali do wana say how i feel and wad i've been thinking after i heard geline sent the recording..

honestly i hope we wun be chosen.. i dread becoming a singer.. i dread so.. i'm afraid things will go the wrong way when we bcome one or if we realli have the chance to become one.. why cant anyone think what i think.. i dislike the idea of us complaining how much training we have to go through before we reali can cut an album.. i dislike the idea that there could be conflicts among us.. i dislike the idea of being known all over the world and your movements are being watched.. i dislike.. sobz..

does it sound sad? i tink we ought to reali think about it.. i could c what is going to happen.. not everything is a dream.. our dream will be smashed.. sobz.. i dun wan tht.. it wun be as perfect as wad we think it'd be.. we've gotta work hard for many things.. sobzz...

i enjoy the times when we spent together especially doing recording but i'm very scared about sending.. are we prepared to be accepted? we cant always take things for granted.. yup..

cute squishie -x

Sunday, July 18, 2004

*ying*

gosh sam
the picture of five of us swimmng together is actualli kinda impossible becos as we all noe,
geline will NEVER AGREE TO WEAR A SWIMMING COSTUME IN PUBLIC.
wahaha...
but hey, if you wanna go for a swim, call mi or geok or ting anytime!
we can go swim at ting's place or even my sis's condo...
fun fun fun!
mayb we can even try to beg geline to go...
*whines* geline!!!! GO LAH!!!! MMMMMMMMMM!!!
*throws up* YUCK.
lets not do that.
wahahaa...

hey guys
im sorry we have to cancel the recording today juz bcos mi and ting are sick
heh
cant wait for the recording next sunday!
im realli looking forward to record wu ge ren xing zou!
then we can go show off the song to our frens!
*smugly* this is OUR song leh!
MUAHAHAHA...
oops, getting a bit too cocky here..
haha...

guess there's nothing else for mi to say so i shall get lost now
toodles!~
oh yeah, and take care pple! :)

cute squishie -x

Friday, July 16, 2004

*ying*

oh my.
blogger changed its system again...
now we can uploads photos easily on the blog!
goody!
heh heh...
speaking of photos, i think geline posted the neoprints le!
SOBS.
its goodbye forever...
sniff sniff
wahahaha
but hey, we can always meet up and take MORE photos of my pretty face and your ugly faces!
wahaha...

im listening to our recording
and i find that if you realli listen with your heart and listen to the lyrics that we r singing,
the slow part is realli realli touching and by the fast part you'll probably b crying
wahahaha...
pem power!
we rock :P

aniwae, yesterday was realli realli fun :)

we're finalli getting down to open our pem account!
sumtimes i think we're getting abit too enthusiastic
i mean, which clique of frens will open a group email, a group blog, go for a group cruise, talk about group dreams AND open a group account?!?
sounds like we're married if you re-read wat i've juz typed *grins*
wahahah...
pem power once again :)
heh.

pem 4ever.

cute squishie -x

geok

weird time to post..
i'm gettin worried abt the period of time i spend slping and the length... haha

yup.. today PEM went to bugis to take neoprints to send for recording.. haha.. on the way to sam's house after tt, we were like admiring the photos we took and our singing.. heeez..

we cant bear to part the photos.. they are so nice and we'll never get them back again.. sob sob..

cute squishie -x

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

*ying*
i notice a common interest that is shared among all my frens
everyone takes much pleasure in laughing at mi
-____________________-'''
you might have thot i wld've gotten use to being used to this since i experienced this throughout my life
but hey
I STILL HATE IT!
wahahahaha
sighs...
but yeah, i understand how you guys feel extremely jealous of mi
*sob* sumtimes...
i...
i wish i can b a bit uglier so that pple will stop being jealous!
*burst into tears*
but *sobs* you and i noe its impossible!
im juz *hiccup* too PRETTY!
WAHAHAHAHA....

hey sam darling
wats wrong?
count on us to listen to you alrite?
send us a msg when you feel that you need a listener and tah-dah!
buy one get three free!
haha...
we'll all b here for you if onli you would give us a chance to help yesh?
thats wat frens are for!
wat you need, my dear, is a little bit of confidence
hey, i juz got back all my exam results and i feel juz like you do girl!
i've been realli touchy recently
im sure all of us felt like that before!
we can always get together and try to help each other!
i cld sure use some help from you too :)
so yeah, give us a call ok?
i cant wait to see you on thursday :D

yo geokie!
heh...
my pc got virus since the day we recorded so i cldnt come update
so i got use to not updating when the virus is gotten rid of!
haha...
will try to come up often yesh!

and what do we have here!
geline's name on the blog!
*gasp!*
its unbelivable!
its a dream!
its almost too good to be true!
its!
ok i cant think of anything else le...
heh..
but oei, your house dun have mirror ah!
if you r cute and adorable, yenting got the smallest face in the world and geok lan is a drug addict.
wahaha...
and, i cant wait for thursday too :)

dear ting
lemme read wat you wrote on the blog...
!!
COME TO MY HOUSE AGAIN TO WATCH CONAN?!?!
*imagines my dad fainting, then faint myself*
wahahaha...
mayb a while later
my dad will kill you all if you come again!
wahahahaha

haizzz
got loads on my mind rite now
i realli shld retain given the grade i got for mid year
im so dreading parents meeting day
i get easily upset now
mood swings here and there
but hey
God helped loads
so many things happened to make mi happier :)
but...
i still feel realli bothered.
haha
you've got yourself someone to keep you company sam :P
i'll b praying for you yesh?
and at the same time,
pls do keep mi in ur prayers pemers
pray that i'll b wise enough to make a choice between retaining or not
ive even considered dropping out as an alternative!
haha...
HALP!

hey guys
sumtimes i look back at my life
i realise how God is good to us all for letting us b part of pem
being a pemer is sumthing that i will nv fail to b proud of
i love you guys :)
thank God for pem!
c you guys on thurday :D

cute squishie -x

geok

hey sam are you alright? hmm.. i doubt so la.. ya.. it seems that you have much more problems surfacing since you started work..

hey look.. if you have trillions or zillions of questions and you need someone to talk to, you'll just have to seek and you'll definitely find one.. you can always call yenting, if not you can always call me if you dun mind.. haah.. ya.. i assure you your questions are definitely not ridiculous.. i think it' alright to ask questions but it'd be better to find the answers to the questions.. i know i cant answer all your questions but i'm definitely sure i can answer some of them.. ;)

perhaps you haven't find the anchor in your life that's why you are worrying.. i've found my anchor.. if you are willing to hear, i'm willing to share.. about your manager thing, if i were you i might have felt that way.. but i thought mayb you shld make your life easier by juz making yourself happy by submitting.. i think you'll feel more miserable tryin to go against what she asks you to do.. yup..

and hey, you have richard clayderman's autograph?!! manz... tt's so cool!!! argh.....

and dum dum geline.. put so many full-stops behind one sentence.. dum dumm...

and dumm dumm yenting, watch liao den tell us.. i'm angry lor.. i dun care you betta treat me to all the chocolates in your house.. haha

okie.. take care gals..
dum dee dummm..

cute squishie -x

*geline*

Im sorry not to state my name again.....
Haha.....
But i noe ur will be able to noe tt's from me.....
ByeZ..........

cute squishie -x

Hiiiiiiiiii!!!!!
Did ur miss me?????
I bet ur do.... Haha....
This is my 2nd time here....
Dun 4get tt we are meeting tis thursday at 6pm, bugis mrt control station...
Remember to wear nicely....
Aso... everyone needs to bring $10 for the pem account....
I aso hope tt on that day, we will stay together to decorate wat we will be sending....
Ying..... Dun forget to get the song from john....
Btw.... do ur noe???? Todae is energy's 2 years and 1 day birthday.... They have formed so long orredy..... But, still not as long as pem.... Haha....
Attention all pemers.............
Even though i do not come to the blog frequently, ur should not be so bad to talk back behind me......... Ur mus b kind to me......
Bcos......
Im so cute and adorable............ Haha..... Hehe.....
That's all for now.....
Let's hope that thursday would cum soon........
Byez.............
Dun miss me k?????????
(Although i noe u all will)

p.s. Sam, dun be sad and unhappy about urself....
everyone has their own gd points.....
jus spend some time to think over it.......
and u will find something wonderful to be wat u r now.....
Since we are born in this world orredy....
There is no use grumbling over it.....
Instead, we should find happiness in life and move on to find and achieve better and happier life......
Remember: In order to be happy, one mus noe how to be satisfied....
In order to feel useful, one mus have aims and goals in life..... It may not be high goals.... jus a simple one will b enuff.....

Hope tis will help u feel better and find ur own answer.....
If u really cant find answers to all ur qn, u may want to try going to church wif geok and ying.... u might find the answers u want.....

cute squishie -x

*ting*

hehe...thanx sam..
heez...think i was jux frustrated tt day
haha...

btw, in response to geok's entry
that stupid ying actually didn't update abt the recording...
hmm..tt's surprising
her com might hav crashed..
haha...its a miracle...
tot this pig would come almost everyday n blog everything..
haha...
mi now sittin at home waitin for this fat pig ying to end schl
n see if she wanna study together..
hmmm...she really is a pig....so slow=(

sam, geok...
tell u wat...
for the few daes tt followed after our recording
mi n geline kept goin to ying's hse to watch 'conan'
the stoopid detective cartoon..
heez...
thou its not very very nice..haha
mi n geline jux kept watchin..
haha... next time we go watch together k?!
heez...think ying will faint upon reading this=p
haha..

sam dearie, u okie?
u dun sound good...hmmm...relax ar
dun take things too hard k?=)
if there's anything juz tell us
dun bottle it up
will only make it worse orh...
heez...jia you!
(p.s if u dun say,we will nv noe orh
thus,wun be sure of how u feel=)
heez.... so tell us ba!yeah!hehe)

cute squishie -x

Saturday, July 10, 2004

geok

this is horrible gals.. i tawt you all would update after recording.. i tawt something that you all could account..

anyway here goes
on a bright and cheerful wednesday 7 of july, i was supposed to head for John Khoo's house to join the YT, Geline and SY and the music was supposed to be done b4 i reached.. but guess what happened? when i msged them they were juz at clementi mkt eating their lunch! so i went home to take a nap while they msg me when they hv finished with doing the music..

and half an hour after aft i doze off, sy msg me and say they finished doing the music.. haa... this is supposed to be secret but ya.. i took another hour's nap ahhaah before i decided to wake up and leave my house.. haha.. so when i reached we started recording la.. haha..

but we were waiting waiting waiting for cute little sam to come.. so geline keep asking when she's going to come.. so sam, if you feel abit irritated, sorry leh.. hahaha..

ya so when sam came it was abt 11pm.. but that was the start of the climax.. we screamed when she reached.. so excited.. haha.. i guess we muz have reali disturbed john's relatives.. so bad.. haha.. but tt's the distinct yet horrible power of pemers when 5 gets together..

then we started recording.. then we start with wu ge ren xing zou.. den samantha couldnt get the part she was singing right then she started to be rather stress and til now we stil didn't get the part out yet.. aha. den we skipped to the next chorus which was similarly worse.. ya.. then we go to the bridge which is like the first one we accomplished as a grp.. finally we went to the last chorus but we cant get the correct beat.. so stressed.. even when geline decided to change the parts for the difficult beat to me and suying, it was my turn to feel stress cause i didn't noe either but i din dare to tell dem cause everyone's like so stress oso..

then we skipped this song and go to fen xiang which we totally didn't practise as a whole group before but we finished it the fastest with geline crying.. and end up we cried with her as well.. but she din cry because she cant get it.. she cried because she was frustrated that she couldnt get the part she was singing right.. then they change the part to me to sing it.. which i had problems as well lah.. rats.. you gals betta watch out.. throw all the lan tan zi to me.. later i banish you all out of pem then you know.. haha.. ya.. but it was enjoyable.. haha..

PS: http://www.pinkystar.com/pds/contents/solo/200401/ttws3.wmv go to this link.. the korean gals very funny.. haha.. very very entertaining.. i was watching while typing..

cute squishie -x

Tuesday, July 06, 2004

*ting*

hmmm...i am the only one left wif exam le
stoopid econs!!!
can't study....
wanna join ying n geline n sam's hse
but got tt stoopid paper!
hmmmm!!!!!
I HATE EXAMS!!!!

cute squishie -x

Sunday, July 04, 2004

*princess cum bimbo cum king cum queen cum fairy ying*
i can c that dumboheadsam haven realli recovered from her high-ness
wahaha...
hey guys, lets try our bestest to make wednesday's recording come true alrite?
even GELINE is REALLI looking forward to it!
*faint*
wahaha...

oh ya sam, you can link to baby matthew's page from my blog..
its under the link "baby matthew" (DUH.)
wahahaha...

i guess thats all!
adios pemers :)

cute squishie -x

Friday, July 02, 2004

*queenting*

haha...
on ur knees princesses!!!!
n dumblondes!!!!
haha...

finally realise another consequence for not updating faitfully
hmmm...
missed out so much
n really sorri sam
realli lazzzzziiii
haha....
n there r sooo many things i feel like replying too
but haix...
realli too much tt i decide to 4get abt it
haha....

yah...
i haven got the chance to see ying's sis's bb yet
saw his website though
realli cute!!!!!
haha...
wun give up askin if i can be his god-auntie
haha...
pem...should find a chance to visit this bb orh
realli look forward to seein him
think sam would like it too!!!!
hehe...

okie....
lastly, i WILL TRY to update faithfully
haha....
okay,princesses
u may rise....
hahahahahahaha!!!!!

cute squishie -x

altho cant c the lyrics from the actual webbie but can view it from the editing page..

whawt song is this? ha.. it's in chinese big 5(fan ti)..

when i was young n i tried to write a song i tawt it'd be funny to write sth abt snow, abt the seasons bcos it doesn't realli apply to my life or rather in s'pore context.. haah.. i'm not imaginative or romantic enough..

tt's all folks.. good nite..

PS: sorrie guys, but i'm rather negative or rather 'feelingless' abt nxt wed's recording... i hv this feeling tt we may nt b able to hv it on tt day.. ya if you don't tink u wana c this, den ignore this msg.. haha.. yup.. i tink when the day gets closer i'll b as excited as u guys.. well.. humphrey dumphrey..

cute squishie -x