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Monday, July 31, 2006

tonight is one short flight to the banglahdesh area. SO DARK! but den again, i just need them to smile to see. teeheehee~

while talking to ying last night, at times i really wonder if i should love or hate this job. i hate because it's sucking away all the time i use to have. u will nv be able to realise as much as me when u work on ground that time actually pass ultra fast. u have time to procrastinate here and there, but there's always no time for me to do so high up. and even when i touch ground, the time i have is also sooooo minimal. and i hate it because i miss everyone. okay, esp my bf. LOL. soon, i'll be embarking on my silly looking roster, a 8 days trip. YUCK. even though i may be going to tokyo = wonderful shopping and LA = universal studios, but it is no fun when u r not there with ppl u r not afraid of. i can take silly photos, comment silly stuffs and make myself look super duper stupid and crazy in front of all of u, but...not exactly in front of my aquaintances. eee~
oh ya, and it's also because of this job that i understood/tasted this word almost immediately. IRONY. before u were in this job, u would dream to get in here, fast and neat. after getting it, u just wish time would pass fast so that the bond period is over. and guess what? im already starting to count down. IRONY.
but ying said "i think this job is very u cos u r so ppl orientated." for a moment, because i have no choice, i shall choose to accept this until my bond ends. =)

den again, this job has it's.....good points. because im soooooo positive i suppose whatever ppl say, i just allow it to pass through the left ear and out from the right. so, they can nv try to get me down. muhahaha! and also due to the fact that i may only get to see them once throughout my whole career. weehoo! i nv have to face the same boss and since im always out of town, MR GABRIEL LIN will NEVER take me for granted! yay yay~!! it is also this job, i've learnt that my dad misses me a hell lot. my mum would be ever so lonely cos my dad, as usual, leaves her at home. (on the brighter side, my mum dun have to look after me anymore so on days when im out of town, she TAGS along my dad) hahahaha. and i miss my friends but time differences always tears us apart. DANG! and of cos, like i've mentioned in the earlier part, i miss my bf esp because, he's been very sweet. sending me to and fro work, buying me the very first flower when i touchdown airport, bringing me out, spending time with me and my family when i feel i needed bonding session with them. and yes, u know what girls? something to shock u. MY FAMILY and GAB'S MUM MET. alot faster than expected. quite weird too. so happens that my family wants to have swensens at the airport and gab's mum back from her trip so.....ya, this is it.

okay, this is one hell of a long entry. i will stop here and update again when im back on NATIONAL DAY. midnight though. keke~

cute squishie -x

Sunday, July 30, 2006

-ying-

im blogging sammie, im blogging~!
wahaha.
sorreeee for not blogging =(
feeling v lazy to blog even on my own blog recently.

six days~!
blog when you're back okies?!
and better buy stuff for us hor! =)
wahahahah.

my hols are coming soon~!
just when everyone else are gg to be back to sch.
*pffft*
SIM timetable is irritating.
but oh well,
better than havin no hols at all.
so, im still happy~!
ask me out okays guys!!!
=)

im getting real fat.
help.

i miss you guys~!
*hugs*

cute squishie -x

Saturday, July 29, 2006

im back from jakarta and i went for dmb's concert in sch today. im glad i made it cos i miss all the familiar faces. all the laughters i can let out without worrying they'll think im weird. all the memories i had be it good or bad since secondary sch. =) i love dmb for a certain reason i cant point out.

and so very soon, i'll be on a flight to tokyo den transit to LA. 6 days. 6 full days meant homesick. argh. this whole entry makes no sense. i just decided to drop by cos all my girlfriends NEVER blog. so im trying my best to keep this place alive. YUCK.

byebye.

cute squishie -x

Friday, July 21, 2006

as usual, nobody blogged. for a "nong nong" time some more. im back from my very first flight after all that i've gone through in the training school. tired. sleepy. so frustrated because i felt so dirty after an 8hrs long flight, more than 10 hrs of duty. I WALKED MY WAY FROM END TO THE OTHER. i could feel my limbs giving way any time. boohoohoo~

i went to goldcoast/brisbane. winter but still fine. can do with just a thick sweater. the only problem i had was sleeping alone at night in the hotel room. not one light was spared. not even the tv was left unsound. i can sleep alone, but not somewhere faraway from SG, in a hotel room at the far end of the whole walkway. the only console i had was that the exit staircase was next to my room but it wouldnt be of much help cos erm, even if i were to run, "they" float. LOL.

i miss home/family. i miss my boyfriend. i miss my friends. i have so little time but i so want to share it with everybody and i feel so bad. i hope my dear friends understand that even sometimes, finding time for myself to do the things that i want would be highly impossible. bah.

okay, im off. ive been up for more than 20 hrs already. goodnight girlfriends. and pls, BLOG.
oh ya, while working, i accidentally got one nail split into half. now half a nail is gone. im crying.
=(

cute squishie -x

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

ying (^.^v)

hello my darlings~!
wahaha.
new blog addy!
and new taggy too.
pls go tag so that the board will look nicer.
it looks v dumb when its empty.
wahaha.

anyways,
we had an impromtu pem gathering yest~!
wahaha.
chances of that happening are rarer than rare.
so im v thankful for the chance to see all of you tog on the same day :)

to sammie:
im glad you're doin well in life :)
jia you~!

well, since sam kept us updated, i guess its only fair that we all do it too.
so i shall start the ball rolling.
hmmm.
sch is extremely tiring.
tiring but fun :)
i like what im studying now~ thank God.
this is the first time i ever liked studying.
its an amazing experience.
wahahahahaha.
am getting along pretty well w my uni friends.
i think.
wahaha.
well, i think besides faith, i dun really know the rest very very well.
we can crap together and all but we dun really discuss stuff that really matter.
as you know, suying is antisocial.
so it takes time la ah.
alot of time.
wahahaha.

suddenly,
everyone is starting to be concerned w my love life.
its like once you become a varsity student, you have to be attached~!
grrr.
im still into the spinster house idea.
any other takers? =P
nahhh.
i'd love to fall in love and get married ~~and have kids~~.
but then, easier said than done eh.
i think i have unrealistic standards for my potential bf.
and im not ready to compromise (yet).
wahaha.
mayb when im, like, 25 and am still not attached, i'd panick and just grab anyone.
but right now im still not the least desperate for a guy :)

okay,
the end of my random post.
lets meet up again real soon okay?
take care till then :)
cheerios~!

cute squishie -x