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Saturday, April 22, 2006

they say "y you check on me? dun trust me is it?"
i say "dun get uptight cos there's nothing wrong with being checked and the best part, when you know nothing is wrong, nothing to be afraid or angry about being checked"

they say "i also nv check on you cos i trust you what"
i say "check on me if you must cos i dun mind esp when it makes you feel better and happier and i am so willing to explain if you want"

i really wonder y it is always the same kinda answer when someone checks on someone and get the same reply, same answer. nonsense. i think this is the only win-win situation where nobody likes, and that is, DUN do anything you think it MAY hurt your partner (win) and, allow him/her to check so that he/she feels safe (win). how would checking affect you? now that both wins, in what way would winning affect the relationship?
NO WAY. =)

cute squishie -x

Saturday, April 15, 2006

i seriously dun like mood swings. sometimes, insecurity comes out of no where and the best part is, nothing actually happened to make me feel this way. when u're so afraid that someone leaves u again, afraid that u r not good enough (in others words, lousy) , afraid that he doesnt love u just as much. argh, this entry has got nothing to do with e relationship anyway. just mood swing from nowhere i can pin point at.

maybe im just tired. maybe i just need more sleep than ever.

~samsam

cute squishie -x

Monday, April 10, 2006

as promised, im here to update about myself. been very very busy. trainings, trainings and more trainings. hectic. but that's all i can comment here. will let u girls know more when we meet up. =)

gab's been sick over the weekends. fever. HIGH fever that refused to lower its temperature for one full day. felt terrible watching him cos at one moment, he's perspiring, and the another min, he's cold/hot all over. but whatever the case, all's over now and im glad~

havent been doing much anyway. to training centre den back home. so on and so forth. i guess we'll just have to leave it till the day we meet den u all can bomb me with whatever questions u have in mind. oh ya, btw, it's a very easy thing to turn fat during training. REALLY. and, i'll prolly age alot alot faster than u girls cos i hardly get enough rest and i guess working up there could be slightly more hectic somehow. argh. there goes~ its pointless trying to be so vain.

~samsamsamsamsam

cute squishie -x

Saturday, April 08, 2006

*tingz*

sam. it's at every 'downs' tt pple learn to appreciate 'ups'. it's at every 'wrongs' that pple realise 'rights'. u r fortunate enuff. uve seen wat u shld haf n shldnt haf. regret shldnt be procrastinations but the heartfelt desire to make up to da other. sae sorrie.mean it. someone told mi this... sorrie means 'i noe my mistake n it wun happen again'. reallie. needed n loved...isnt all this enuff to show?

treasure n cherish babes:)

okies... tt's so 'un-tingy'!!!
she's back now!!!! wahahaha...
first n foremost...
*tramples on geok wif ying but not enuff space so leave it to ying*
haha...

alrite.. nothin much to update bout mi...
haf onli been meetin up wif ying
so u gals!!!! where r u gals????!!!!!!
c ya all soon alrite? dun leave mi takin care f tt monkey alone k?
plsssssssssss
*muackz*

cute squishie -x

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

geoklan the great (i'm so sure everyone agrees!)

heyo, no worries abt me, i'm stil as pretty as ever. Ting ah, i tink ur fwens seriously need to think twice abt knowing you. Glad you know you can babble NON-STOP. haha..

I'm horrendously beeezzzzyyy.. have a bbq party with live band performance event coming up next week. And guess what, my project coordinator said he won't be overseeing the actual day cos he'd be group leader, so I got to do his work (cos I programme i/c) siao liaoo.. my eye bags!! they're appearing.. can fight with ting le.. Then 1 week after that event is my first exam. Scarrryyy.. 1st paper's organic chemistry and all teh reactions are flying all over my head. Mummmiiiiieeeee... I need help!

cute squishie -x

due to tiredness, i upset someone who mattered to me, unknowingly and i feel so bad deep inside. and somehow, it disappoints me to know that i've just made his day turn out not as good. if there's anything i can do just to turn back time to where i can regenerate all my energy just for that few hrs to make him feel needed and loved, i would.

for i wish to be his best.

~sam

cute squishie -x

Saturday, April 01, 2006

*tingz*

im bloggin toooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yea... then everyone might juz start bloggin again
n suddenly get da hang of it!
haha... actullie bloggin everydae isnt diff ehz!
prolly ill start off wif it!
haha...
i mean ermx... ill try:)

yingy ying ying...
im kinda free ... mostly after 530 but yea...
fri sat n sun, i dun usually haf classes
so yea, date mi date mi date mi!
to study if possible...
haha...cos ma workload's killin mi...
it's piled up to an intimidatin state..
so feel like im goin to be crushed by it...
so yea gals! SAVE MIIIIIIIII!!!!!
haha

okies.. im doin okies...
nothin new... still clubbin like dunno wat..
but seriously, think it's gettin lesser...
haha..
schoolie's fine... manage to make some frens
n convince them t im not some autistic kiddo:P
haax...
n now, theyre gettin da hang of teasin mi when i start babblin bout stuff...
say i can actuallie be NOISY!...
wahahahha...so yea... schl's now better for mi...
it's always so la...
da beginnin adaptation period's always hell for mi.
ying will understand tt wat i mean yea?!
haha

alrite... tt's all folkies!
hope to hear frm u guys soon=)
take care yea...
*muackies*

cute squishie -x