Wednesday, March 30, 2005
*Ying*
heyo guys, me baackk again :)
had our 2nd singing class yesterday.
heard from ting that sam doesnt know that we went ahead with the singing lessons...
i had no idea girl!
sorry!
i thot you knew long ago that we've signed up for the class...
realli hope you dun mind us taking the class w/o you!
and we all still hope that you'll come join us one day :)
we told the singing instructor that we're a grp of five and you'll b joining us much later :D
he's got students who've had lessons for 4yrs le!
which means you still have plenty of time to learn even if you join us much later :)
am realli glad we took up this class.
firstly, it gives us a chance to meet up every week...
secondly, the lessons are so much fun :)
thirdly, i think the lessons can really improve our singing...
realli do hope sam can join us one day!
but no stress kay girl :)
join us when you have enough bread
we'll always welcome you! :)
you guys muz b thinking y im free to blog at this time of the day...
sobs... im sick!
got an awful sore throat and a horrible flu.
sobs.
so i msged me boss and asked for a day off.
speaking of my boss, i've decided to quit but i dun dare to tell him!
sighs. another problem is that i dunno WHEN to quit.
shld i stop working after march or cont'd to work till end of april?
sighs.
HALP!
grrr.
im feeling terrible now.
sob sob sob.
shall end off here then.
byeeees.
cute squishie -x
Sunday, March 27, 2005
* Geline *
Hi.....
Im back again....
I haf been working for the past 6 days.....
everyday.... wake up at 5am, sleep at 10pm....
wat a "healthy" life....
haha....
now...
i haf to work 12 hours a day....
but surprisingly.... it is not really ver tired...
i got to noe a few friends there....
all are younger than me....
only one girl who is of the the same age as me.....
two of them.... a guy and a girl... is one year younger while the other three guys are two years younger than me.....
the guy and the girl are 5n one....
They are gg polt tis year....
one of the 3 guys are an express student who is in pj in his first 3 months.... but gg poly tis year.....
the remaining two guys are the worst.....
they are drop outs from west spring sec.... the school tt is near pj....
they are very beng..... smoke and smoke and smoke.....
i really dun like them at first sight....
but when i get to noe them....
they are actually nice ppl....
but.... like all other ppl..... they like to tease me.... sobs.....
although they are younger than me.... but they call me mei mei....
even worse off.... they call me pang mei mei.....
im so sad....
but now... they will call me by my name.... but still as usual....
always suan me.....
i aso have a ver gd in charge.....
he is a ver gd guy....
so we gif him a nickname.... hao hao xian sheng.....
sara is practically obsessed wif him....
hehe...
he is an engineer who has jus graduated from the u....
he is aso from jjc....
haha....
but most importantly....
he talks in a ver gentle way....
tis is the reason behind sara's obsession.....
haha.....
sam.....
we haf bought ur bdae present long time ago....
but i dun haf the time to pass it to u.....
will u msg me a time and place to meet...
so i can pass it to u????
jus anytime after 8....
k....
byez.....
take carez.... :)
cute squishie -x
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
*Ying*
hey guys :)
princess ying's here to add in her two cents worth
heh...
first, i realli have to say sorry for not updating regularly :(
sam, im realli realli sorry!
i noe i'd b realli irritated if im the only one making effort to blog too!
sorrry!
will try my best to always update you guys abt my life k!
sighs, i need some help from you guys pemers.
my mom and dad wants me to quit my job.
im a bit reluctant cos i realli dun wanna go back to slacking again!
heh... plus, you guys are always busy too so i'll b super bored if i quit.
but then... i have a lot of commitments in church now.
i've joined the church band so i have to keep some fridays free for practice.
and on our church's parents day event, i'll b performing a song with some other churchmates so i need every sunday free for practice!
and of course, i have church on saturday.
WHAT SHLD I DO?!?!
sobs.
abt ting...
i think all five of us need to sit down for a while to clear things up face to face.
personally, im pretty sad that ting would rather give up our singing class than clubbing.
sobs... that pretty much tell us that clubbing comes first and pem goes behind.
even tho geline sounded really angry in her post, ting ah, you muz know that we r all more sad than angry at you.
geline was telling me and geok that you dun need pem anymore.
she asked if i was gg to leave the country soon, what would i do?
my immediate answer was to spend all the time i can fork out with you guys.
but now, we're realli not seeing you at all.
even tho you'll b leaving us very soon, it seems to us that you dun c the need to spend more time with us.
i was looking forward to the singing class not only because i like singing but also because that will give us a chance to meet up every week.
and you wun even give us that one day to catch up with your life.
i realli agree with geline that clubbing is separating you and us.
dun you feel that we're not as close as we used to be?
i realli miss the old yenting that i know and love so much.
the yenting who is just as passionate abt our dream as anyone of us, who will try her best to make it to all our gatherings.
is clubbing realli so impt, it can replace our friendship?
wat's gg to happen to this dream of ours when you finally have to leave?
do you want us to wait for you?
we dun mind waiting for you dear friend.
we're juz realli worried that its you who dun wanna wait for us and already wanna move on with ur life without us.
cute squishie -x
Sunday, March 20, 2005
* gELINE *
Hi.....
Im back.....
i noe the following things tt im gg to say will be quite straight-forward.....
but i think i cant stand it anymore.....
i really hate to c ting going clubbing all the time.....
i cannot understand wat is she thinking abt......
ting.....
hope u are able to squeeze out some of ur clubbing time to read this blog.....
do u feel tt we r having a problem now????
im quite sure tt u r unaware of the situation rite now......
u r always clubbing....
with siew yu.... with janice..... and all the other friends u have jus get to noe....
do u noe tt ur clubbing is making me sick now.....
it seems to me tt clubbing has became ur very first priority.....
any other things are not important anymore.....
not even ur dreams.....
although u say tt u can go clubbing on sat nite and join us for the singing lesson on sun morning without any sleep, i can tell it straight to ur face tt it is not going to work....
u will feel very tired and in the end.....
u will not be able to learn anything....
ultimately....
it will be as if u din attend the lesson at all....
den u might as well dun attend....
do u understand wat i mean....
i really try all methods to tell u how bad it is to go clubbing so frequently....
i haf tok to u nicely..... explain to u y it is bad.....
i even scolded u tt time....
but did u get my point.....
after all these efforts put in.....
u still have not changed....
not even the slightest change.....
now... u are even worse off.....
heard from ying tt u r getting more and more daring wif siew yu.....
u noe my character well......
dun make me do things tt i really dun wish to do....
i think u should think whether u r really doing the rite things.....
indeed... clubbing is not a bad thing....
but excessive clubbing is like excessive gambling.....
addictive and harmful to urself.....
u may think tt im exaggerating.....
but one day u will c my point.....
if u think tt wat i haf said above makes u feel very uncomfortable....
or u think im unreasonable or i have misunderstood u.....
den find a time to explain to me.....
but anyway....
whether u will c this blog is another question....
as usual....
after u haf came back from macau....
u haf not been blogging.....
the attitude u haf now are making me sick....
u r supposed to be an innocent girl....
wat makes u becoming like this.....
anyway....
heard from ying tt she saw u wearing very short skirt.....
so short tt she feels tt u might as well dun wear.....
this might be ur preference....
but honestly....
i dun like it....
it is ur choice to choose wat kind of image u would like to portray....
similarly....
i can use my own perception to judge u as well.....
pls.... pls....
dun make me do something tt the rest of the pemers will hate me....
i noe very well tt u will never gif up clubbing....
den pardon me....
or u may think tt im over reacting....
but im really curious.....
if u r given a choice, will u choose clubbing or pem?
do u still carry the dream to become a singer???
r u aware tt u haf not much time left wif us????
ur clubbing is pulling us apart....
or maybe....
it is pulling U away from US????
i really hope u will consider wat i haf jus typed.....
although ying will surely kill me for this.....
i really hope u will noe wat i feel.....
very honestly.....
im really very unhappy and angry over everything u haf done now.....
to me....
u r jus an immature gal who is trying to gain attention everywhere.....
and living an aimless life...
tis is not the friend i would wan.....
definitely not a friend to share my dreams....
well....
im not supposed to control ur life.....
so i guess.....
our friendship will not last tt long......
at least.....
it may be shorter than wat i expect.....
but....
i wun gif up hope now at least....
cos ying, geok, sam have not given up on u yet.....
i really hope tt one day.....
tis problem will solve....
i really really hope so....
k....
tt's all.....
i hope the other pemers wun get upset or angry over wat i have jus typed....
tt is jus wat i feel.....
i dun mean to hurt antone over here.....
i noe for this time....
i haf not handled this matter in the most proper way....
but im really lost....
im already zou tou wu lu le....
sorry for hurting u guys.....
hope u will 4gif me.....
really sorry.....
cute squishie -x
Saturday, March 19, 2005
r we like tearing apart or something? is everyone leading their own lifes now? no one's updating me on anything, and i dunno if the same happens to the rest. is everyone really that busy to fork out 5 mins of sleeping time jus to u noe, contact each other or something?
sam
cute squishie -x
Sunday, March 13, 2005
todae's the goodiest and bestest birthdae i've probably had in 19 years? well, there could have been more but i guess those happened when i was really really young hence kinda forgotten them. thank u girls. thank you for sending me a sms. u girls made ur presence felt jus by doing this small movement of ur fingers. thank u too siew yu!! -hugs hugs-
of cos, there are many more others to thank. like janice, marcus, sabrina...i was surprised wen i received janice's sms, tot it was from ting. hah! sab's was the first becos she kinda sent it way too early, like 10pm? haha. marcus was the last. at 1140pm. but still, effort was shown. love each and everyone of u to bits n pieces.
my ex-colleagues. althou they will nv get to read this but here goes, thank u! it's especially crowded this year becos so many ppl actually remembered my birthdae. quite amazing la huh...haha. next year, i promise, i'll organise a chalet ok or rather, i'll make js book a chalet.. n den i'll invite all of u. den we can all meet up, have some fun...mmmm~
received a wallet from js. no, not receive but, brought him to buy one. haha~ nice. it's erm, i dunno how to explain, got chance den show ok? happy happy~
took alot of photos with js. alot. i think in like 2 days, we took a total of about 70 pictures. erm, digicam la darling princesses. ( jus in case u girls tot of neo-prints ) we had lunch at KFC first becos i was craving a hell lot for cheese n den for chocolate fondue. r u girls drooling already? haha~ n den we headed down to "army market" to get some of his army stuffs. i tell u, the stupid weather is EXTREMELY humid n everywhere is heated up like an oven!! we caught a show at 550pm, ended at 8, went to have cake...he sang me a birthday song!!!!! OH-MY-GOD!!! althou we've been like together for 2 years, but ya, he sang a birthdae song only this year becos.....last yr i nv celebrate with him ma. haha~ n he recorded it down on video cam lor...shiok! we took pictures everywhere like nobody's business too. didnt care where we were, didnt care about the ppl around us and jus *snap* *snap* *snap* away...muhaha! so sweet hor? awwww~ ok, i'm mad. anyway, thank u la huh....try to meet up as early as geokie's back ok? starting sch on thursdae le. gotta meet up real soon girls!!
~birthday girl (muhahaha)
cute squishie -x
Monday, March 07, 2005
*ying*
ello pemers :)
me back again!
hee... the results are finally out!
haha... i realli muz thank God that i managed to pass all subs
and that i was thankful even tho i din get good grades
all i hope now is that there'll b a course thats willing to take me in
i got this whole week offfff :)
told me boss i need time to settle me enrolment stuff and she said yes!
haha... joy joy joy *grins*
we muz find some time to come out ok?
geok's happily in perth now but we can still meet first yes?!
my family went to take family photo at some photo gallery on sat.
cant wait to see it!
matthew boy's inside too!
haha... and he cldnt recognize his mum and dad and my brother in their grad suits!
he was ssoooooooooooo cute.
wahaha...
am realli glad for you sam :)
jia you!
shall end off here~
cheerios!~
cute squishie -x
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
* gEline *
Wei.....
Getting results tmr....
im ver scared.....
wat if i fil my gp...
How???
Haiz....
let's worry tt tmr.....
hehe....
im now working i the hdb clementi branch....
i relli like tis job.....
i dun dread to go to work everyday.....
the ppl there are ver gd.....
they often think for our welfare....
initially is 15 cents per file and we can only earn abt 20 plus a day.....
they feel tt it is unfair for us....
so they decided to change to hourly pay....
althou it is only 5 bucks per hour.....
but im orredy contented....
im going to open a yahoo email account....
i will gif ur the password when i haf it....
there will be a competition.....
but im not ver sure......
i will tell u when i get the details....
i think the competition is among the groups in hikari music...
hikari music is the music school tt we are going......
im going to c lots and lots of vcds now.....
byez.....
got to go now....
haha.....
take carez.....
best wishes for tmr.....
cute squishie -x
