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Monday, March 29, 2004

*ying*

saturday, 27th march 2004
pem met up at sam's house for the sleepover
it was the best sleepover i ever had =)

sunday, 28th march 2004
pem woke up early for our sentosa trip (surprise surprise!)
for the first time, we had a videocam for a pem trip
while we listened to speed, we ate wat we cooked, splashed and kicked sea water on each other, built pathatic imitations of a sandcastle, bathed and left sentosa with red scorching skin
we took our first pem neoprint at heeren

it was our day

many thanks to...
zhihao for ur viewcam, which we had lots of fun with
lena for ur player, which kept us energetic thruout
pemer sam, pemer ting, pemer geline and pemer geok for being the best friends in the pemer ying's world, always being there to share the most memorable times of her life

*shouts out loud* HAPPY TOGETHER!
*grins*
someday, i'll b shouting the exact same phrase with all of you on a stage of our own
they say practice makes perfect
*wags my fingers at you guys* better start practising ur shouting then!
cos that day will come REALLY soon
=D
so shout with mi
"HAPPY TOGETHER!"

cute squishie -x

geok

as i'm typing this, Henry has scored a goal for arsenal in its match against man u! we'll c.. haha..

yoz, PEMERs, great day today eh? hahah.. i'm glad there's this outing.. anyway, hmm.. ya, i agree tt we've all grown up n tends to hv sum restrictions or rather considerations.. (i'm so proud of u guys, when u all tried to soften ur volume in the mrt hee).. i'm so proud of you guys when u all tried to protect each other against colour wolves.. haah.. ya, the PEM spirit's there... ya, n PEM's last minute character stil dere.. tt's pem hahah.. always wait n take tings slowly den decide where we want to go n all tt.. ha.. n PEM's craziness, kiddishness, pinkishness hoho.. i'm so amazed geline din like puke when she has to buy cute stuff.. hee.. i tink it's the pink factor which drove her crazy while she was purchasing our lunchboxes and all tt.. hee.. n PEM's splurging skill.. yupz... hoho.. its reali like after cruise.. feeling of PEM's stil hanging there.. hee.. kkiez, we muz all jia you at our 'gang wei'.. muz do PEM proud okie..

cute squishie -x

Sunday, March 28, 2004

*ting*
hehe... so long no update le...
today die die also muz!=)

todae's our sentosa outing le!!!!!
haha...think we all enjoyed oyrselves ba!
hehe....thou a LITTLE painful...
heez=)
hope we will get da chance to hav many many many
more of these pem outings orh!
hehe...muz thank Lena for her wonderful radio!
n zhihao for his precious video cam!
haha...thanx a lot a lot!
n last but not least....
THANX PEM!!!!!

cute squishie -x

Thursday, March 25, 2004

*ying*
wahaha
i can sense the bursting enthusiasm from geok's post
im super excited for our pem outing too!!!!
that day mi and geline went to sam's house rite?
we started discussing abt the sleepover and the sentosa trip and we went basically crazy!!
[we attempted a recording of white love too! and my voice BROKE ALL OVER THE PLACE -____-"' ]
i cant wait for the sleepover on saturday!!!!!
*squirms when i think abt the trip to sentosa and squeals in joy*
wahahaha
so now, the sleepover's changed to saturday and the trip's on sunday yes?
I CANT WAIT ANOTHER MINUTE!!!
sighs but i have to...
wahahaha....

so this is a reminder to all pemers, on saturday, we have to bring the following to sam's house cos we will set off for sentosa frm there:
- extra set of clothings (we all wear berms and trial slippers k?!?!?! muz b united!!! wahahah)
- bandana!!! (to reilve our wonderful days on the cruise =p but we will tie them on our bags instead of wearing them lah...)
- money! =p
- drum bag!! (to relive our days on the cruise once again! but mi no drum bag so will bring sling bag hehe)
*** geline will b buying our lunchboxes and utensils and towels! then we will all decorate the towels together wif fabric paint which geline will buy too! wahaha... it'll b the pem towel! SO FUN RITE!!!!!!!
*ssquirms and screeches again* wahaha...

i thnk i'll burst and explode with excitement if i continure the post so i'll stop here!
adios!!!! =P

cute squishie -x

Tuesday, March 23, 2004

geeok

ya!! i miss those days at cruise!! if onli we could reali like hv another 3 days all bt PEM.. no studies.. no family (sob sob) but PEM! haah..we shld learn dancin!! yea man!! dancing!! i learning z boA's dancE!! it doesnt look ez.. haha.. yea man.. PEM's outing.. yea...

cute squishie -x

*ying*
"sometimes, the most moving moments of our lives find us all without words" -- Marcel Marceau
indeed
im not capable of articulating my emotions after reading ur post sammeeeee
lets juz say im touched
we r doing a great injustice to you my fren
becos we arent there when you needed us the most
i thot i had other responsibilities that i cant put down
now i put myself in ur shoes and read wat i posted yest once again
"the words entered my ears like daggers"
a quote from hamlet
it describes how i felt perfectly
thanks sam
becos you din get mad at mi for writing such rubbish
becos you din blame mi for pushing the blame of not being a fren
becos you r still the samantha who danced with us on cruise
becos you r still the samantha who slept in the lobby with us
i thot we all changed
but you didnt
joy overflowed with my tears =)

yes we'll have a bbq
yes we'll do recording
yes we'll laugh and joke around
but no we wun study
i wun
bcos we owe you too much my dear
its pay back time =)

memories came back to mi
i wish i can go back to b the mi at cruise
i dun recognise myself animore
do you recognise mi?
dun answer that.

cute squishie -x

Monday, March 22, 2004

*ying*
i do realise...
we arent the pem that shares laughter and joy animore
the pem i noe will b by sam's side when she needs us even if the a levels is tml
there was this period of time that i was realli sad bcos of our widening gaps
remember when i posted on my blog that we were watching speed's concert together yet alone?
remember when i told you i felt everyone's changed and diff?
but this sadness faded away
cos i realise that geok, you and i are trying to resist change, which is a natural thing to happen in life
i realise tat you and i are trying to go back to the past, which seems impossible becos we've grown up and we cant go back to wat we were like before
we become more rationale and dun act rashly, like pulling our allowances to go on another cruise, or allow recording to take over our lives in replacement of our studies
we become more responsible at the expense of our innocence and friendship
that pretty much sums how how i feel abt this prob...

but i do have to admit that we have the responsibility to hold our friendship together
but we get tired of constantly trying too
at least i do
i realli did try!
realli...
like when i tried to prevent you frm learning speed cos i thot you will feel like we r showing off that we noe speed and you dun
but then you had a diff way of intepreting my actions
and the blog quarrel began...
this quarrel showed mi that im trying too hard to force things to go the "best way" in my perception
this quarrel showed mi that our expectations and definition of the "best way" to solve the prob are worlds apart
so if im always trying hard to do the right thing but ends up doing it wrongly, i realli get tired
i dunno how all of you guys think
i dunno ur expectations
so i decided to juz let things go naturally

im rambling arent i?
i myself dunno wat i want

cute squishie -x

Sunday, March 21, 2004

hey, sam wad's ur working hours like? cos wondering if it is possible tt we can all go k box together.. hee.. long time nv go as PEM together le.. sob sob..

cute squishie -x

Thursday, March 18, 2004

hihi.. i told myself i dun reali wan to leave a msg here until i confirm i reali share the PEM frenship.. hee.. tt's a v bad tot i noe.. but i'm here anywaes..

it seems like u guys hv forgotten us.. (it's meant to sound straight) i'm steppin right out of my pride to say this.. i use to ignore and juz get mad..
but.. i noe u guys are like hving common test n all tt.. nv even leave a note to tell mi and sam whether u all hv died (touchwood la) or not..
fine la.. go ahead mind ur own businesses.. duno why dis blog is here for anyway.. horrible.. i tawt our frenship's supposed to be steady.. if sumbody comes up to me and ask how's PEM, i can b so sure tt i'll tell dem i duno.. which i reali duno, am i supposed to guess tt u guys are always out together to study for ur common tests.. alright.. fine.. mayb i shld.. horrible.. wad does it mean to be frens.. we need to communicate.. but communication's like broke down..

i duno if anyone's go and ask if sam's alright now.. hee.. i havent.. but i shows how lousy a fren we hv been.. our heart can say we care.. but i guess action speaks louder than words... mayb u guys did.. juz tt i duno.. den.. i reali feel v sad.. cos i reali duno wad's happening..

are we still PEM? the grp of ppl who shares laughter and fun and times together.. guess we dun now.. it's been a long time since we make time for each other..

ya, i'm feelin upset prob cos i'm feeling left out.. dun wana go and ask in case i disturb or sth.. i guess.. communication hv to go two ways..

i din mean for this to be published..

cute squishie -x

sam u alright.. if need sumone to tok to, u can call mi.. hee.. or.. u can read some jokes to cheer urself up like look at PEM's past photos.. they are all like jokes to mi.. hahaha..

cute squishie -x

Saturday, March 06, 2004

*ying*
sam dear
i noe how you feel
i realli do
i feel so at times too
pls dun b sad
we wish to c you often too
but becos of our diff schedules
its realli hard for all of us to meet up
im sorry we din put in enough effort to leave time for meetings and getherings
lets all try now ok?

according to geline
once a pemer, always a pemer =)
its true to a large extent, if you realli think abt it =)
you're not outcasted sam!
altho we dun c u often, ur name often appears in our conversations
frens always!
=D

quah quah
lets call it quits
i understand ur pt of view now
my intention of rejecting all the speed songs geline suggested was juz to not let you feel left out
i had no idea it will turn out to make things worst =(
we realli have very diff way of doing things
i nv thot that things cld b seen like how u c it
i din do all those stuff to make u feel left out on purpose
i will nv do such a thing
r we still frens?

cute squishie -x

Friday, March 05, 2004

*ying*

hi sam sam! all the best for ur work and studies! we wun b mad lah! love you loads and loads! muacks!

hi geline! you r a big irritating dumbo! *slaps geline left and rite* LOL.

cute squishie -x

*geline*

Haha.... Never log into this b4.... Got miss me?????
I'm sure ur mus haf miss me a lot.... Hehe...
Dun try to hide... I will noe.... cos im too cute....
NO ONE WILL FORGET ME!!!!!
I will try my best during talent nite.... off key or flat... DUN BLAME ME...
cos im too CUTE....
btw...
Ur better dun say anything bad about me...
Knowing that i will not be logging into here often....
I will kill you with my cute little smile....
Cos it is too sweet!!!!!!
Take carez Sam and Geok....
The other two.....
I can't b bothered!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cute squishie -x

Tuesday, March 02, 2004

*ying*
so
we DID force you guys to sit and watch the speed concert
din turn out as i expected tho...
werent realli watching the concert together
it sort of like...
we're all watching it alone, juz that we're sitting together

we're all so busy now
everywhere we go, we cant realli concentrate on communicating
instead
we multi task
but in the midst of doing so
while we think we r juggling both bonding and studying well
its not usually the case ya?
at least to mi, it isnt...
we end up achieving nothing that we planned to achieve by the end of the day

so many diff emotions im feeling
indescribable.

cute squishie -x

Monday, March 01, 2004

*ying*
as im typing this post, ENERGY is appearing on entertainment news!!!
and KUNDA IS SO SHUAI
SO. SHUAI.
*faints on the spot*
wahaha

k lah geok, i shall update you altho there realli isnt much happening =)
hmmm
lets c...
today we went to c the talent time auditions
and
GELINE DECIDED ON THE SPOT TO JOIN TALENT TIME!
one man show leh!
wahaha
*claps hard for geline*
congrats girly, for the courage to go onstage alone and sing for the very first time you sing onstage =)
i see you improving loads in ur singing and hearing
thanx so much for all of you all pemers, for trying so hard to become better singers =)

mi and geline went to study at limbang yest
then we went to lot one and found SPEED's SAVE THE CHILDREN CONCERT VCD!!!!
*faints once again*
wahaha
we were like, over the moon!
wahaha
so we headed for my house to watch it together
and pemers dearies, WE SHALL FORCE EVERYONE OF YOU TO SIT DOWN TO WATCH IT TOGETHER
wahaha
besides a lot of skills we can pick up from them, it can also pull us closer together and set our love for singing alive once again =)
i realli did feel more passion towards our dream after watching that concert
im sure geline felt it too =D
so we wanna share this with all of you pemers
becos its OUR dream
so we shall walk towards it
together.
=D

so geok and sam, wats happening to you guys now? =)

"i have you to be with, everything will be easy"
so
"i wanna say thank you, thank you, thank you"

pem ROX =D
God blessssss

cute squishie -x

geok

hihi it's me.. i'm losing touch.. hehheh... i tink v stupid.. when i plan to study outside, PEM's always not free.. and when they are free i'm not.. i shall not give up hope.. haha..

n ting wad's the point of putting tt post.. haha.. nth better to do.. haha..

n stupid me.. i feel like gg to k box.. i feel so stress... haha.. the feeling's juz like i was having O levels.. haha..

sam so sory i couldnt go the other time.. haiz, i feel so unupdated even tho there's dis PEM blog.. cant anybody tell mi wad's happening???

take care

cute squishie -x