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Saturday, April 28, 2007

this stupid google. you girls ask me for the email and password ok? i just signed up that silly google thing.

anyway, it's really really early and im not asleep. not because i didnt sleep but because my boyfriend just left for work and i cant go back to sleep and im feeling hungry. im on MC due to conjunctivitis. pain like siao. yea, but whatever~

had some plans with the boy to go on 2 trips this yr. probably bangkok in june and then cruise or japan in sept (japan and thats because we have free tickets remember? not beause we're rich hah!). im excited but the boy, erm, as usual, always nv show his "excitement".

sam: "are you not excited at all?"
gab: "but we're always flying all over, whats there to get excited about?"
sam: "but you're going with me this time!"
gab: "im not excited, but i do feel happy"

*whee~! i thought that sounded really good*

so now the more i think, the more excited i get. heh heh! and the boy thinks im crazy cos he feels its still very far away. but perhaps it's because im a girl so....i dunno~ maybe it's just my excuse to stay excited.

anyway, im quite broke because i cant fly now so cannot earn allowances, but most of the time, a soft echo kept repeating in my mind "shopping shopping shopping". lol. i only want to get this denim jumper from -pull and bear-. gab says it's suppose to look sexy but when it's on me, it only looks kiddish. but still! i like it and i will prove him wrong and that, ermmmmm, kids can look sexy too! =)
im also thinking of perming my lashes. something i've not tried before but would certainly like to. was told by someone it's $18 (natural curl lashes) and $28 (somewhat look like 90 degree kinda lash so that when u look at the person from the front, the lashes are all upwards, making the eyes look bigger i suppose). im going for the $18 cos i want to look "naturally" pretty, not artificially pretty. they say it normally lasts for 1 month but then again, different ppl, different time frame so yea, im trying that out. perhaps rebonding in june (i'll be doing in a salon at yewtee, im seriously lazy to switch from mrt to bus and backwards again). who's joining me?!?!

cute squishie -x

Sunday, April 08, 2007

im alone in the crew room now in LA. and feeling not right again. i miss home. the food. and the boyfriend (and he jolly well went to his friend's gf home and NV CONTACT ME THROUGHOUT. how nice. play MAHJONG SOME MORE when the gabriel i knew ALWAYS SAY DUNNO HOW TO PLAY/NO TO MAHJONG back home in SG! until now, im still upset and angry about it)

i still have about another 4 days before i get back to SG and hopefully, i get to see him. HOPEFULLY. i wonder how long more we're gonna stay away from each other. i know im not happy about it for i always complain but i guess my boy is kinda enjoying this lifestyle cos he always seem to have fun and nv complain about not seeing me (except when we quarrel). i really dun think i can take it any longer before i start complaining again. i dread the "today-i-see-you-tomorrow-maybe-or-confirm-not" lifestyle. and the best part is, he always dun like to contact me when he is overseas. he says it is unnecessary money which i HIGHLY think not because, other than contacting each other on phone now, how else to keep in contact?! so contacting gf is expensive because we are "suay suay" in the same occupation?! i like the feeling of being thought of and not always being the one thinking of him. an occasional call or sms makes me happy like siao but his is like, when he go back to hotel den call or sms. i dun only need you to "bao ping an aka report that u're safe home " you know. i want to know that even though you are out having fun, you wish i was with you, you miss me so much that it hurts and blah blah blah. the best part is when i can send you an sms, hinting and hoping to get a reply, you DUN. can anyone imagine that?! should i even hope anymore? contacting gf is unecessary money, boy i wonder why.

im angry. really angry.

sam~

cute squishie -x